祭奠我的又一次一厢情愿的春梦–by豪迈(horror)

祭奠我的又一次一厢情愿的春梦

–by豪迈(horror)

下期预告——征婚帖

题记:

  我是旅客,不是游客。这一站不是终点,但却停留的太久了。收拾收拾,准备重新向幸福启程。

  没有醉酒,没有失魂落魄,又一次毫无悬念的恢复单身了。都说,爱情会越战越勇,都说只有失败,才能成长。我还上升不到那个高度。这里,通过这篇小文,也算是提醒自己,“爱情是存在的,关键要在对的时间,遇到对的人。”

  对于我,也许是在错误的时间遇到了对的人。如果是毕业后,结果也许会有所不同,因为毕业前后标准会有所不同。

  一年零三个月,原以为我们会是彼此的幸福。现在才发现,也许我是你的幸福,但自私的说,你不是我的幸福。我想和你结婚,只是因为我喜欢你。但我不会、也不敢和你结婚,因为我们什么都没有,我不敢确定你也喜欢我。毕竟,我承认自己没有什么优势。我不想要没有爱情的婚姻,所以在你和我说“我们领证”、“我们结婚”的时候,我不同意。当然,这成了你的说辞,每当我们讨论不能见面、不能沟通发展感情,结婚遥遥无期的时候,这成了你指责我的理由。

  “你没时间难道我就有时间,你现在毕业了知道年龄大了,我以前说的时候你干嘛去了,真自私。”被人理直气壮的指责,无论气话与否,我确实自私。虽然曾经口口声声说我会替你着想,不会要求过分的什么,但也不会草率的结婚。因为,结婚意味着什么,大家都明白,离婚的伤害,不试也知道。我不想到时候出现寻死觅活,纠缠不清的场景。所以我曾经明确表示过,打算毕业结婚可以,我也打算毕业结婚,但是两个人要争取见面、沟通,发展感情才是婚姻的基础。相处半年,见了六面,我还算是满意的,毕竟是异地。打算结婚,虽然说可以自己做主不参考长辈意见,但从尊重长辈的角度,见见家长总是需要的。五一,确实是我勉强你见的家长。时间再紧迫,我也不会和只见两面的人就结婚。

  其实,许多问题早就暴露了,注定我们没有前途,只是我没觉察。还妄图争取一次见面详谈的机会,把一切说清楚。其实早就没有那个必要了,许多原因注定了结局:距离、性格、家境、工作,包括双方的观念。

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